Anthrocon, and an apology
Jul. 15th, 2002 07:10 pmI spent the weekend at Anthrocon. The con itself was great, but the details will have to wait for another time. I have something more important to say right now.
Those of you who saw me on Saturday may have noticed that I looked like I didn't get much sleep. Well, that's because it was about the worst day of my life. I made a horrible error in judgment a few days before, and ended up hurting someone who I deeply care about. I wanted to express my feelings for him, but in a bout of stupidity and short-sightedness, I ended up doing just the opposite, and pushed him away instead.. Now I feel all torn up inside. It's horrible feeling.
I did not mean for it to happen, but I cannot undo what has been done. All I can do is ask for forgiveness, and the chance to rebuild our friendship.
Those of you who saw me on Saturday may have noticed that I looked like I didn't get much sleep. Well, that's because it was about the worst day of my life. I made a horrible error in judgment a few days before, and ended up hurting someone who I deeply care about. I wanted to express my feelings for him, but in a bout of stupidity and short-sightedness, I ended up doing just the opposite, and pushed him away instead.. Now I feel all torn up inside. It's horrible feeling.
I did not mean for it to happen, but I cannot undo what has been done. All I can do is ask for forgiveness, and the chance to rebuild our friendship.