Anthrocon, and an apology
Jul. 15th, 2002 07:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gizaI spent the weekend at Anthrocon. The con itself was great, but the details will have to wait for another time. I have something more important to say right now.
Those of you who saw me on Saturday may have noticed that I looked like I didn't get much sleep. Well, that's because it was about the worst day of my life. I made a horrible error in judgment a few days before, and ended up hurting someone who I deeply care about. I wanted to express my feelings for him, but in a bout of stupidity and short-sightedness, I ended up doing just the opposite, and pushed him away instead.. Now I feel all torn up inside. It's horrible feeling.
I did not mean for it to happen, but I cannot undo what has been done. All I can do is ask for forgiveness, and the chance to rebuild our friendship.
Those of you who saw me on Saturday may have noticed that I looked like I didn't get much sleep. Well, that's because it was about the worst day of my life. I made a horrible error in judgment a few days before, and ended up hurting someone who I deeply care about. I wanted to express my feelings for him, but in a bout of stupidity and short-sightedness, I ended up doing just the opposite, and pushed him away instead.. Now I feel all torn up inside. It's horrible feeling.
I did not mean for it to happen, but I cannot undo what has been done. All I can do is ask for forgiveness, and the chance to rebuild our friendship.
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*snugs*
Date: 2002-07-15 05:43 pm (UTC)Friends forgive, though, so I'd keep hope alive.
Trickster
We're all only human... sadly...
Date: 2002-07-16 06:49 am (UTC)As you wrote in your LJ, it was an error in judgement, and we all make them from time to time. Your friend might have been hurt by it, but if it truly was an honest mistake. Make sure you get to talk about it, and you can explain yourself and work things out with him. Things may never be the same -- sometimes they aren't... but your relationship might be stronger afterwards as well. You never can tell. Even if things are never the same, you'll feel better having at least made him understand what you were trying to do and why it went so wrong. The important thing is that you and he spend some time talking about it and setting things straight.
*hugs* Best of luck, spotty...
Bran.